Friday, May 16, 2008

16 de Mayo -- Guatemala City

Que pasa: I was the earliest arrival, so the other students have been just leaking in. This morning/afternoon I went museum-going with three other early arrivals. We all hit it off very well. We just had the orientation today, and tomorrow we drive to Lake Atitlan, where we will be staying for the remainder of the program.


“My bag's gone,” Erin said softly.


“What?”


“It's gone. My bag's gone.”


Surely not, I thought. We were having lunch at a high table in an open-air touristy restaurant, Tacontento. All our bags were directly beneath us, under the table (my bag strap was wrapped around my leg). We looked all around and, sure enough, Erin's black backpack was nowhere to be found. Thankfully, she had had the wherewithal to remove her camera and her documents and stuff before she put her bag on the floor, so all that was stolen was a parka and a water bottle. “Ah! I'm so disappointed,” she kept saying. “I just thought I was paying more attention than that.”


I knew just what she meant. The last few days have been very humbling in general... getting used to the language, the way of life in the city. The other three of us at the table also felt disappointed in ourselves. It was very, very disconcerting to think that someone just walked up and swiped a bag from right under our noses. We decided that it must have been while one of the street vendors walked up to us (if you're in an open-air restaurant, yes, street vendors will walk up to you and try to sell you things, although only if you look like a tourist, i.e., are Caucasian). There was one guy who was selling CDs, one guy selling necklaces, and an entire band of guitarists (who will apparently perform for you and then ask you for money if you show interest). We tried to avoid eye contact with these people to show that we didn't want to buy anything. Maybe that's when it happened, during the diversions. But we were smart students, not clueless tourists; we were supposed to be ready for things like this!


The bottom line is that there's just no avoiding being the “Ugly American.” And the city continues to be precarious. At one point walking to the museum, we found ourselves balanced on an up-and-down sidewalk/dirt path about three feet wide with a bamboo fence on one side and fast traffic on the other, scooting sideways by a downed power line. A beast of a truck roared by us with a gust of wind and with a rush and black smoke spun out behind it. “Dios mio!” (my gods!) Derek shouted in an intentionally American accent. Appropriate: Americans trying to be Guatemalans (city-dwellers, anyway). I swear, the car horns are louder here than in the U.S.

Heading to the museum.



As I'm writing this in the hotel room, Derek just dropped and broke his good luck rock. Bad omens bad omens.


Derek arrived yesterday. He's my age but looks like he could be 30. Athletic build, clean-cut, positive and humble. He and I have hit it off immediately. He's from West Virginia. We have a strange amount of similarities—we both played football from age 8 through high school, we both have evangelical Christian backgrounds, we both have poison ivy on our arms, we're both in anthropology for some of the same reasons, though we have a few idealogical differences. We talk right away for hours, and it doesn't take us long to get to the deep stuff. He's idealistic—he became a vegetarian a few months ago for reasons of humility, the same reason that he partakes in Ramadan each year, but he says he'll eat meat here as part of integrating into the culture. He has three tattoos under his shirt (you would never guess looking at him). They are all very personal and symbolic for him, and they are all in the same black and gray colors, all tasteful and well-done.


One reason that I'm excited to be here is to meet other anthro students from around the US (a small minority are from NC State). It's cool to see what other programs are like, and to meet other people who may very well be my future co-workers one day.


There are only four guys here (and like 30-something girls, ay caramba). About half of the students are in the anthropology program and half in a social work program. Most of the social workers are older, some married and with children, many working on M.S.W's. Most of the anthro students are upper class undergrads. But all this doesn't matter – I can have as much or as little contact with the other students as I wish, barring the fact that we will be spread out miles and miles apart from each other in villages around a lake. Some of them I won't see at all except for the group field trips.


Incidentally, you can generally tell a difference in the personalities of the social workers and the anthropologists. Ask me about this later if you want me to go into it.


As for Dr Wallace... he said that he didn't want to read what we say about him, and seeing as I may be using this as my journal, I have removed this section.


And Carla, if you're reading this, I've done the same for you.


So I've spent most of today socializing with different groups of the students here. There are certainly some cool folks, good company.


Let me again stress the hands-off attitude they have here. This being an introduction to fieldwork, a lot of what we will be learning is how to function on our own in an unfamiliar society. For example, some students will have to travel across the lake to get to class, and it's up to them to do so. I will probably see if I can rent or buy a bike. I will spend my time getting to know people in my town. I will have to learn the manners and customs myself. They only give a few pointers... most about health. A lot of us will get sick. That's part of the process. Carry some rocks around, and don't be afraid to throw them at belligerent stray dogs. Don't drink the water. That's about it.


I can't wait.


Derek trying to figure out the phone cards.







Thursday, May 15, 2008

14 de Mayo -- Guatemala City

Que pasa: I arrived on the 14th, but the program doesn't technically start until the 16th, so I have a few days just to hang out in Guatemala City (and finish the pre-program reading). I have been told that Mario, a friend of Dr Wallace's, will be picking me up at the airport and taking me to the hotel.



I thought about it way too much beforehand: What will be the first thing I say en espanol? I decided first to ask Mario if I should change into jeans. Then I thought that I needed to stop thinking about it... having a preformulated question would really only serve to make someone think I'm better at Spanish than I am. Besides, I hate thinking before I speak.


Guatemala City from above—on the outskirts, patchwork land divisions over bony mountains. As we got closer, we flew over a lot of little villages, differing widely in economic status (and, therefore, architecture). Some villages with rusty corrugated tin roofs, dirt roads, and brightly-colored cars. Then a lush, narrow river valley with a big blue longboat motoring upstream through water the color of dirt at a construction site. Then a larger cookie-cutter
community. Then a miniature city.


In the more developed areas, the little townships are sitting on what appear to be man-made plateaus... it's as if someone took a god-sized razor one day and in one horizontal slice took a little off the top of the mountains—the towns are about the same elevation, and at their edges are steep green drops into valleys.


You know how when you're looking out the window of a landing plane you play the “when will the runway appear?” game? Imagine Guatemala: a dirty poor neighborhood, a group of nicer buildings, an abandoned plantation (coffee?), a big yard with like nine school buses, and then ah! the runway.

Customs: many nice folks pointing for you. Then, at the baggage claim, a marimba band! Upright bass, drums, and about four marimba players. It was fantastic. The airport is also very nice and clean.


Then, the moment: my first Spanish dialog in a Spanish speaking country. I'm stepping up to a urinal, and the janitor says something to me. I reply: “Como?” he repeats himself. It's like six syllables, two of them are “pared,” which means wall (I think he means stall?). I don't know. I just say “Si.” Glorious.


I finally get to be one of those people with a name on a sign. I'm surveying the signs, denying “Taxi! Taxi to Antigua! Taxi to hotel!” and then I see Mario. We greet each other with big smiles and handshakes. A character: short, mustached, fast talker, heavy accent, raspy voice, missing some teeth, walks with a weird crippled limp that he tells me he has only had for a few months... It does pain him to walk around, I can tell. He says it's called something which according to my pocket dictionary means “to curl up.”


The first couple minutes were very strange. Lentemente, por favor. The first time you do anything that you've been anticipating for a long time is always weird, it's just awkward and a little frustrating... if I don't completely understand someone, I have a hard time deciding if it's because of his speech or because he's using words that I don't know, or both. You've heard the way they ramble on the telenovelas. If the world had subtitles, it would be a lot easier.


When I read in Spanish, I can often guess what a word means. That is much harder to do in speech, but it is gratifying when it happens. Por ejemplo, Mario gave a Qetzal ($$) to a beggar woman standing at a gate. She nodded and said loudly:


“Djoseetoleendo.”


I decided that she was calling him a diocito lindo, a “pretty little god.” Cool.


Before I arrived, I had written it off that I would have an easier time understanding than being understood... I just thought that that was what happens. I'm finding that it's definitely the opposite for me... at least it was today. I would ask Mario a question, and he would understand and launch into an answer, and sometimes I kind of understood, but he talks a lot and I don't know if most of it is just babble or what.


So I payed attention when he was talking to his girlfriend (he's like 50, and I later found out that he has nine kids). Yes, a lot of what he was saying was just random colorful stuff: “Si mamita, eh ha ha! Si mi cielo.” (Yes, my little mommy. Yes, my sky.)


I see why Dr Wallace (the program director whom I have not yet met in person) made friends with Mario. He's such a character. I was asking him about how acceptable it was to take pictures. From the flurry of advice that he gave me in return, I decided that I will just play it by ear. (FYI—around the more traditional communities where I will be in a few days, taking pictures of children can be pretty dangerous. I have read stories from various sources—a German woman beaten by a crowd because she accidentally told a mother “I want your children” instead of “I like your children.” An Asian lady beaten to death because she picked up a crying child to comfort it. These happened in the 90's I believe. One (older) stereotype of white foreigners around there is that we are robachicos: Childrobbers!)


Anyway, we're driving along and Mario is telling me about photography. We passed some girls (jeans, skirts, lowcut shirts) and he said something like “If you take pictures of some beautiful girls like this,” and he stuck his hand out the window. One of them turned around playfully, “then it might be dangerous.”


But yeah, conversations are basically either hit or miss. There have so far been two distinct times of complete awkwardness, where two or more people are looking at me for an answer and I have no idea what is going on, but then Mario and I had a full blown conversation about traffic here, in the US, and in India. Guatemalan traffic is somewhere in between the two others—lots of honking, liberal attitude towards numbers and lines and other peoples' patience, but no elephants.


The hotel is quaint and mysterious. EcoHotel Los Proceres. Three stories, Organic layout (you have no idea what the inside looks like from the outside). Maybe twenty rooms? It feels like a house. Nice hard tile floors, stucco, the hallways and lobbies lit only from windows that are at odd places. I sat on the balcony/roof and read some, while traffic partied on down below and big misty clouds rolled in with purplish sheet lightning (no thunder).

After crashing for few hours on the bed, I decided it was time to go exploring.


It's weird being in a new city by yourself, regardless of language. Being tall and white, I feel like I attract attention. (There are very few gringos (maybe like 1 in 1000).) What keeps me from being self-conscious is walking a little quicker than everyone else and not looking lost, even if I am. That is, I never stand still and gaze around trying to get my bearings. If I'm standing still, I'm looking at a map. Sometimes I ask strangers. A fun episode:


Me: Disculpame, sabe usted donde esta un lugar con internet? Een-terr-net?


Stranger: Eh...


Me: Een-terr-net, en la computadora? Si?


Stranger: I... I'm sorry, I don't....


Me: Oh. Dude.


Turns out he was from Texas. First estadounidense (American... “United States-ian”) I ran in to.


The city... I don't know, it's cool. Kind of dirty. Lots of people. Lots of people crowded on buses. Lovely dense and green trees and birds. Big house-speckled hills in the distance. Some nice skyscrapers. A lot of alleys.


I stopped by a comedor and got an arepa—beef and chicken on a soft tortilla. It was pretty cheap... 30 quetzals, which is I dunno, $4? It was scrumptious and pretty filling. The bartender was very nice. We chatted some. The weird thing is that it was 7:00 and no one was out yet. The restaurants were about as busy as 4:00 here. The place where I was was kind of a bar too, and the guy told me that it usually picked up around one in the morning. But still, late dinners here.


So one time this guy ran up to me: “Hey, hey. Hallo. Maya! Check it. Maya!” The look of wonderment he had in his eyes made me laugh later. He was trying to sell me some masks and a flute. I replied: “No me interesa, lo siento.” What I meant was, “Sorry dude, but I'm about to go live with some real Mayans. Sucka!”



15 de Mayo -- I had an entire MSWord page that was a mini-rant about advertising, but I think I'll save it for later. Enjoy the photos.



Museo de Popol Vuh from the outside. The Popol Vuh is a collection of Mayan texts compiled by the Mayans after the Spanish came over. Masks, art, burial urns, crucifixes. Cool cool stuff.





La vista de mi hotel.